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I fucking hate when u write a big long blog and it deletes itself.
Fail.co.uk.
Anyway I've been so lazy when it comes to writing recently. I've been almost forcing myself to write so i actually remember what happends on a day to day basis. Nothing at all happened today, Keith and Pebbles stayed over last night and we ate pizza and drank a bottle of tequila.
Woke up this morning for cuddles then went to the hospital for blood tests and shit. I always watch the needle go in. Haha. Got my purse back from The Button with 20quid still in it. Absolute WIN.
Came home watched Tv had a touch of narcalepsy and ko'd on a washing basket untill Nicky woke me up and I had to go watch the kids. Lame fest.
Tomorrow should be lovely, Town with Adrianne And then meeting up with Gobbles for a bit of a catch up. I miss her fathead dearly. The on friday its the warehouse rave and me and Pebbles are gonna get fucked and remember nothing. Its also Keiths party yoke which should be nice, Hes not a pony anymore.
Ah here fuck this is I ment to write this blog about how pissed off I am at some mongos.
Seriously the reaction to that blog that Helene wrote was some serious shit. I've come to the conclusion that anybody who takes anything positive from making other people feel like shit is a dingus. I'm lucky enough to say at this point in my life I couldnt care less how much you all want to bitch about me on moshspace. Sure you're all just fighting your battles from behind a keyboard. If you had any balls you would actually come and say it to my face. I would have alot more respect for someone who did that than for someone who makes fake profiles and makes a show of vunerable people for their own amusement.
You guys are always going on about how the scene is about friendship and respect, but yet when someone who you dont know or like turns up at a show neither friendship or respect is shown to them in the slightest.
I know im a lil blond girl who you probably think knows nothing. Just because I havn't commited myself to hardcore as the only genre of music i listen to doesnt make me any less of a fan than somone who gets meaningless straightedge tattoos because its the 'cool' thing to do. I have so much time and respect for people who dont drink and do drugs for their own reasons, not just because some band sang about it and now its deemed the cool thing to do. Anwayyyyy my point is that me and my girls are still gonna come to shows, And I know you're all still going to not like it but tough shit. For us its about the music, unlike alot of people we dont just go so we get to be part of some lame ass scene. End of rant.

My life is pretty chill at the moment, I've got some amazing mates who are making it worth while being back in the city.
I still miss the surf and spliffs though.
All in good time.

Oh and im going straight to hell I cant stop watching Ian singing bonkers.