Sneaky.

Bom dia.

So I definatly haven't been bothered or had time to write in this at all recently.
Things are OK, saying anything more positive would be a lie.
And lies make baby jesus cry.
Sooo Today,well last nigh it snowed, loads.
So we went and played in the snow. Was fab.

Anyway onto more important shit, ive been thinking loads recently. I have come to the conclusion men are shit.
Was reading over old messages and texts and i was laughing to myself. Its all bullshit.
Also seriously thinkings bout this morocco trip, i really dont have the funds and i start my new badass job.
Big decisions must be made by tomorrow.

Fuckmylife.

i love friends

summer

Oh my dayz.
Almost the end of summer act cant get over it. So much has happened i wish i wasnt such a lazy bitch and i had the energy to write it all down.
Headin Aslan tonight with the lads cant wait think my dads coming too so it will be some craic!
Spent the last two days down in Karens house cuz mammys gone away and ive been havin a shitty time and my da's useless with dealing with emotional girls. Haha nothing much else going on this summer has been so drama filled its gross, everyones turned into a prick
. Anyway them ppl arnt my problem anymore ive been laying low tryin to keep outta trouble and its finally working! Got my ryanair interviews on the 17th im real nervous. But if i get the job at least ill have money to pay certain people a visit :)

oz oz oz oz oz oz oz oz oz oz oz oz

sync button.

So confused.

Vdj
Smokes
Gobbles
Tracers
Catch ups
Cuddles
Smiling
Texts
Staying up all night
Bros before Hoes
Work
Diplo
Haribo

Slow Dancing In A Burning Room.

It's been fucking ages pal.
Its gotten to the stage where I have forgotten how to put my feelings into words.
So much has happened since i've last wrote, Most of which i really dont want to talk about to be honest.


Things at home are good, me and the fam are finally getting on and im actually enjoying living at home now, Apart from Shanes at that age where hes a little arrogant wanker and doesnt listen to anyone. Suppose I used to be ten times worse when I was 15.
My Grandad is pretty sick too, which sucks. My granny(whos possibly the best person ever) is finding it really hard to cope and everyone is on the edge. Despite all that things are going grand. Tia, my puppy has gotten huge and is such a brat.

I've been off the drink almost two months now and i havent felt this good in a long time. I suppose the worst possible thing had to happen to be before I could see that drinking was causung problems in my life. Its so easy, so much easier than i ever though to stay off the booze. Im hardly going out anymore and my perfect night is gym, food,movies, cuddles then sleep

Everything seems to finally be falling into place.
I still have my shit days where I dont want to get out of bed at all. Its been difficult coming off my medication and my mood swings and not being able to sleep has been horrible. Not to mention the fuckin rotten rash its given me too. but I suppose I would rather have my body well and chemical free and make a few sacrifices.

AAAAAAAAAAAaaanyway I suppose ill update this shit soon.... Maybe.

Minimal fox.

Favorites.

Gui Boratto
Dreams
Chez
Gobbles
Adrianne
Lassie
Fluffy hair
Knee socks
Costa Plans
Paris
Slamming doors
Gay smokes
Books
Cuddles
Palz

Cant stop laughing.

At hospital memories.

1234.

I fucking hate when u write a big long blog and it deletes itself.
Fail.co.uk.
Anyway I've been so lazy when it comes to writing recently. I've been almost forcing myself to write so i actually remember what happends on a day to day basis. Nothing at all happened today, Keith and Pebbles stayed over last night and we ate pizza and drank a bottle of tequila.
Woke up this morning for cuddles then went to the hospital for blood tests and shit. I always watch the needle go in. Haha. Got my purse back from The Button with 20quid still in it. Absolute WIN.
Came home watched Tv had a touch of narcalepsy and ko'd on a washing basket untill Nicky woke me up and I had to go watch the kids. Lame fest.
Tomorrow should be lovely, Town with Adrianne And then meeting up with Gobbles for a bit of a catch up. I miss her fathead dearly. The on friday its the warehouse rave and me and Pebbles are gonna get fucked and remember nothing. Its also Keiths party yoke which should be nice, Hes not a pony anymore.
Ah here fuck this is I ment to write this blog about how pissed off I am at some mongos.
Seriously the reaction to that blog that Helene wrote was some serious shit. I've come to the conclusion that anybody who takes anything positive from making other people feel like shit is a dingus. I'm lucky enough to say at this point in my life I couldnt care less how much you all want to bitch about me on moshspace. Sure you're all just fighting your battles from behind a keyboard. If you had any balls you would actually come and say it to my face. I would have alot more respect for someone who did that than for someone who makes fake profiles and makes a show of vunerable people for their own amusement.
You guys are always going on about how the scene is about friendship and respect, but yet when someone who you dont know or like turns up at a show neither friendship or respect is shown to them in the slightest.
I know im a lil blond girl who you probably think knows nothing. Just because I havn't commited myself to hardcore as the only genre of music i listen to doesnt make me any less of a fan than somone who gets meaningless straightedge tattoos because its the 'cool' thing to do. I have so much time and respect for people who dont drink and do drugs for their own reasons, not just because some band sang about it and now its deemed the cool thing to do. Anwayyyyy my point is that me and my girls are still gonna come to shows, And I know you're all still going to not like it but tough shit. For us its about the music, unlike alot of people we dont just go so we get to be part of some lame ass scene. End of rant.

My life is pretty chill at the moment, I've got some amazing mates who are making it worth while being back in the city.
I still miss the surf and spliffs though.
All in good time.

Oh and im going straight to hell I cant stop watching Ian singing bonkers.

I love...

Gypsy music
Cuddles
Sillyness
Tropical Rock
Snow
Gobbles
Paris
OJ
Skype
Photos
Fails
Creeps
Ciggs
Wine
Benefit
Paris
Palz

There For You.

Im tired. But today was definatly worth it.
Nibbles, Pebbles And Keith came over and we watched movies and went sledding. Was such a nice chill day because I didnt have work either which was delish. Alex tackeled me and kicked snow in my face. He will be shot.

Im so weird when it comes to certain things, its so weird how you can go from being in the best mood in the world and someone just says one word and your instantly pissed off beyond belief.
Sticking on the negi theme im getting annoyed at certain people so bad at the moment, Im actually getting pissed off at everyone for ruining my happy buzz. Some people need to be called out so bad, but im so over causing drama and trouble for myself. Karma will get them, i know this for a fact because ive seen it happen before. I've been hearing some lol-tastic storys about what people think of me recently. Some people are actually shit. Just pure shit like. As me and Gobbles say 2010 is the year for not giving a shit, and it feels so good to not care anymore. 2010 has been amazing so far, Im kinda getting myself ready for something bad to happen soon enough, Things cant stay this good for long periods of time especially for me.

I cant wait for tomorrow. Hope all goes well.

Pigeons. SERIOUSLY.

Are gross. Ew Ew Ew.
I just woke up and its like quarter to six. I only got an hours sleep last night. Im actually feeling pretty good, apart from the screaming kids running around my house.
Last night was real good fun as usual. Oh apart from all the status updates and all the random asian people Helene decided to add off my profile. I couldn't care less its all a bit of craic, sure 2010 is the year for not caring. Im starting work on Wednesday, which means nomore late nights and nomore acting the brat. Honestly I think its gonna be grand the only thing im actually worried about is how im gonna manage to look respectable at 7:30 in the morning monday-friday.Right now im just looking forward to next weekend and cuddles and chats:)

Ugh i always start writing these then i get lazy and stop,
But all i kinda wanted to say was that its really nice to feel happy and good about myself. 2010 is gonna be a good year.

Love love love love

Im listening to sad songs remembering good times.
Bring on 2010.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xl0Iold87Fc

2010

Most original blog title ever. NAT.
The new year has came and went, And honestly its probably the best new year i've had.
Well compared to cork street new year last year when everyone got really drunk and started fighting. Oh and when Murilo wouldnt stop spitting on the floor. Not so good times. Im still recovering from the other night. I don't exactly feel myself, maybe its because of how happy I am at the moment. I suppose it helps having amazing people in your life. I actually cant get over how much I love Helene and how amazing 2009 was with her. Even if she is a dope I still love her to bits. Theres a few more people i should mention but im too lazy.