Thats definatly not okay...

Its snowing. Not that it matters but it is.

Went to try and buy a dress today for new years. Had no luck whatsoever. Seems like i've forgotten how to shop. Maybe now i can save some money and get the fuck out of here. So bored these days living back in Dublin with no surf and no sound people.

Cant wait till march so i can move away again.

Found the dress i want online. But then i decided i dont want it anymore.

Fuck sake.

All i can hear is my bro shouting at COD, and givin out to me for playin music. I really dont know how much loner i can stay in this shit city, I miss my freedom and the surf soo bad.

Ever since ive come back to Dublin theres been nothing but shit happening. I was really looking forward to camping next week in Easkey and catchin up with everyone but I dont think im going to go now. So im stuck in Dublin once again for the run upto christmas, my least favorite time of year.

It never fails to amaze me the way people in Dublin carry on.

People taking a freaker and then thinking everythings cool the next day after they said loadsa shit? I really dont need this at all.

Im proud of myself though for not reacting most of them time, i guess the time away from home and my mum has chilled me out so much. I dont know why people bother starting shit over nothing. I havent been out in so long so im really looking forward to going out new years and getting smashed. I've tried to be good over the past month or so because ive been training so much for my exams, which i probably wont pass anyway but it feels good to be fit.

Right now i really wanna concentrate on improving my surfing and getting good and maybe compete next year. Probably not. I cant see myself surfing in comps and still being chill. After all im like the most competitive person in the world and i go really hard on myself when i dont think im good enough at something. In the past two years when i stopped playing hockey for leinster ive gotten so lazy when it comes to pushing myself. Defo gotta do something about that.

Its been super cold the past few days, nearly to cold to get into the water. I've just been stayin in and playing with the puppy and listening to Sublime.

My obsession with Flannel is getting so bad now.

Its all i've asked for for xmas:):)

Hatin'

Decided to make a list of things i really dont like at the moment.
Lady Gaga
Moshspace losers
People recording themselves singing and making bebo profiles for everyone to see especially when they are CRAP
Christmas
Dublin drama
People not takin a hint
My chemical Romance
Stupid people
Girls shaving their hair EW like
Farmville
Lurkers and Creeps
Clingers
Having no money
No oil
Stupid boys
Being in Dublin
Slaggggs

2 bottles of wine later...

Winters here:(
The only things that are getting me through the days are Surfing, Drinking, Sick tunes and friends.
I havent written in a bit because blogs are totally gay but i love being able to read over shit from ages ago.
Anyway last week was horrible, I hit it hard surfing the reef off rossnowlagh. Not so nice I completly phyced myself out after getting caught on the inside and takin a beating. I came back to Dublin later that day because I was so freaked.
Its my last week in Bundy next week, Kinda sad I really dont wanna come back to Dublin and all the shit that comes with it.
I've been lookin around at new gaffs and i found a sick wee place in Easkey in Sligo that would be perfect. I dont know though, I dont really know anyone up that direction but that doesn't really bother me. I've gotten so chill in the past few months not much bothers me anymore.
Christmas is pretty soon too. which im defo not looking forward too. Its stupid everyone pretending they like each other and shit. We usually go away to france for chritmas but not this year recession timezz. So i wont be rippin it up on the slopes this year, instead ill be sitting eating pizza with the family because i refuse to eat christmas dinner.
Christmas is gross, someone adopt me and bring me home for christmas:) Ill probably just get wankered and embarass my family.
Its so weird that this time last year i was in hospital. Ughh doesnt even bear thinking about.

Last night was cool helene drove over here really late and we went on a adventure, we ended up in eddie rockets being interviewed by the garda, Some scumbags tried to run away without payin the bill and in the process helene got locked out of eddie rockets and the nacker man smashed the glasss and punched his chick in the face. Normal day in dublin. Then we went home and drank two bottles of wine and helene passed out in the toilet so being the good friend i am i made her a bed of towels and went to bed myself.NOT untill after i had stupidly sent drunk facebook messages to certain people. Im definatly a failure.
Anyway im at home now still reeking of drink, Just had dominos which made my day like ten times better:)
All i need now is some babe to come online and talk to me then my day would be perfect:)Back To Bundy tomorrow:)
Peace
x

200Euro

Bra boys
Orange Juice
777
Puppys
Sublime
Cocktails
Cuddles
Volcom
Flannel
Hoodies
Damian Marley
Holidays
Absolut Vodka
The viper
Bones

Bundoran.

Been a while aye?

Fuck dont even know where to start so much shit has happened since i last even looked at this crap.
Im living down in Donegal now, Which is sick.
Getting away from Dublin was the best decision i have ever made.
Met some amazing people here and around too;)
Im living in a sick house with chillas. Well chris is anyway, Smelly not so much.
But shussh. Haha.
Mjs all big now, killing the other two dogs as usual. Nothing new there. The last few weeks have been kinda crappy apart from when helene came down and we tore apart the house and bundoran town.
Damiens been away in hawaii(jealouz) but hes back in a few days which im totally stoked for. The next few weeks should be nice.
Almost finished this course too, been getting loads of work in too. Doin lessons and crap gets boring tho but sure anythings better than being misrable inDublin.
Last weekend was halloween, i chilled with my homies.
YO KATZ. haha was deadly to catch up with her and pia and have the laughs.
Looking forward to going home this weekend and chillin with Helene since i had a super crap week and need to have a bg bitch.
Haha.


Winter is defo here, It snowed here today and we were with some group climbing. Death. And of course we had to stay outside through it all.
The house is freezing too and the wind keeps blowing the fire out. Cant wait to hop into my new clean bed with my electric blanket and waste another night reading crappy books and waiting for the week to end.
Yeoowww boy:):)

3:45

I just realised i have not written in ages.
Tough times. Im back from brazil, Things didn't work out over there and My boyfriend and I decided to call it quits after a rediculous amount of time and shit. So much shit has gone down over the past what like two months since I got back. Im just chillin't waiting on september to come so I can piss off somewhere else again.
The past few weeks have been real lonely and I always seem to find myself sitting in on a friday night reading books on forensic anthropology more and more. Im a creep I want to be Dr Temperence Brennan and marry a man who wears shirts and cuts down trees and look at bones all day.

My parents felt sorry for me when I came home so they bought me a puppy, Shes rad. Shes a springer spanial and 11 weeks old now, shes totally badass and shes my baby.
Who needs a boyfriend when you can have puppys.
I called her Mj, obvs not after jako but those who like a bitta smoke will completly understand.
Since I got back things have been super hard, But I have been having such a laugh.
I cant sleep now, but i cant wait for tomorrow, its gonna be sickk.
Im gonna go take some sleepers.
Night
3.53

Fred Durst.

Why do I love you so?

Ugh im really annoyed, and im bored. I finished Crash bandicoot for psp now what the fuck am I supposed to do?

Im such a freak, im watching all of limp bizkits videos from Download, wishing I was there.

Its been so long since I have written, its been my birthday and shit so I´ve been kinda busy.

Just chillin´now, waiting to head home to go to college, which i got into by some miracle of god.